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F​ü​rst In The Dirt

by Patrick Dennis

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1.
Got a bad reputation For a weak motivation A story to write But I've never read (I'm seeing red) Should I get rid of what I love, Or should I let it destroy me? Either way I'll still be kissing the beast Gotta strip mall for a nation And a jungle for vacation Spinning around like a head on wheels There must be some combination Of words for explanation If I ain't lying, I'm telling the truth Should I get rid of what I love Or should I let it destroy me Either way I'll still be kissing the beast And when I see the light It will be dark as night Down by the Walmart with the freaks And if I see the light I'll still have to fight Through the parking lot into the streets Should I get rid of what I love Or should I let it destroy me Either way I'll still be kissing the beast
2.
So young i barely remember Those nights, We the pretenders High, up on a wire Lit, And ready to let go Howling pain & pleasure Above remembered treasure Your ghost came like a dream we'd found But these things are real Much deeper than we feel Nothing here that will stop Life beyond the last drop Made bread in a Picasso Love life living on muscle Spread out across an ocean A Flood in our beating pulse Blazed out loud crescendo Open to another place Like stars, with Feet on the ground But these things are real Much deeper than we feel We're here in this Strange place 'Til we learn to grow a new face But these things are real Much deeper than we feel Nothing here that will stop Life beyond the last drop But these things are real Much deeper than we feel
3.
Our broken bone is a permanent badge We blow it up To search from above Carrying the courage of nothing to gain But silence or a flame If we don't burn We won't shine All poets are liars With sand in their hearts But we're still arriving Aiming to start With less time in front Than what's left behind Knowing At least we tried 'Cause If we don't burn We won't shine Patience needs rebellion Like love needs shame Feeding oxygen to the flame Erred and oversexed, This tragedy in a lie We'll shine If we don't burn We won't shine Shine on
4.
Catch the Cult of Reason and make me impressed Waking at the feet of a fallen dress Open up a window And tear your skies from blue Yeah, Love is a bomb Yeah, Love is a bomb Read the revolution inside your chest Tape it to the lip of your next little guest Wake in a sweat For every stolen night Yeah, Love is a bomb Yeah, Love is a bomb Well, Love is statement full of doubt Love is a lit fuse running out Yeah, Love is a bomb Yeah, Love is a bomb Love is the saint on which we feed Love is a razor kind of need Love is the burn that wakes your soul Love is a boiling chance in the blood Love is the drowning in a final flood Yeah, Love is a bomb
5.
The things I notice when you're gone Your butterfly boots and your songs I still hear Your hanging crosses catch the light And bless the emptiness I fight With No breath in my ear I'm right here Waiting on you dear An only (lonely) light Left on for you The jealous distance pulls me in My only solace is falling in To (Maybe that'll) bring me around Cards (that) I wrote you (are) stacked against J Bakers photo and unspent pence They amplify your sound But I'm right here Waiting on you dear An only light Left on for you The phone's stubborn silence reminds your gone My old poet's (poetic) (romantic) troubles they come back on But even then my raging will catch a smile from a fast faded photograph, shot the night I fell in love with an angel (guided) (a) child I'm right here / Waiting on you dear I'm right here / Waiting on you dear An only light Left on for you
6.
Falter 01:54
Walking it straight into-to the propeller This Blind faith could use some glasses contacts Way too broke to make it a habit (Leaning in) Propping up bars to brace for impact (wade through the molasses) One falter at a time One falter at a time Brought to tears by the pane of windows Stoning our hearts just to hear them breaking Justify days spent in wonder (Of) How many ways to go without needing One falter at a time One falter at a time The wind blows the courage through the bones Wind blows the courage through the bones One falter at a time
7.
Why forget anything It's a waste to forget what has been Why deny that our love, was hard but we survived Why defy any pain when it accuses How could the trial be wasted If we're only here to love Picking up the silver one more time picking up the silver to try to fly Life is no college Bursting through an open door Sometimes we fall through it together Then confusion throws us to the floor But it's ours (yours and mine together) Because it takes a life, lived at height to know there's more Picking up the silver one more time picking up the silver to try to fly picking up the treasure from the soil Picking up the silver for one more try The salt the excess (the battle) the brave the gold The calm Surrender Oh, Surrender Picking up the silver one more time picking up the silver to try to fly picking up the treasure from the soil Picking up the silver for one more try
8.
Hit Of You 03:40
Your attitudes and platitudes They come spilling out like English smoke You grip the wheel the tightest feel Spin a yarn and catch a joke But your gut wrench and the tight pinch You give yourself a belly ache Til you realize you're half-right But not enough to fake I took a hit of you And I got knocked out A hit of you And I got knocked out A hit of you Nothing leaves like forgiveness Intended as a slap in the face Leaving no-one not a witness To stick around a press your case But you know this cause you're in it Hanging like a fly on the wall Over flat ground where you made it All mouths and heads and all I took a hit of you and I got knocked out A hit of you and I got knocked out All this time we were calling The Spirit has been dialing wrong And the great I AM was yawning At us thinking he was drinking along, But we're numbing our courage With everything we try to keep That flatlines in the face of All we deny that we reap, I took a hit of you And I got knocked out A hit of you And I got knocked out I took a hit of you And I got knocked out A hit of you And I got knocked out I took a hit of you And I got knocked out A hit of you And I got knocked out
9.
Mayahuel 04:11
Wild wings set the pace Your Beauty jungle of a face Deep the valleys cut through life Leaving us nothing the same I try to hear you over air Using potions to lay bare The dimming darkness of the dusk Clouding over with night's rust I want you to break this silence I need you to bring out the light Under a swelling of the sun I stumble searching for the one Into a gathering of lost souls (piedres almas) Until your thunder it rolls You're woven into every sign Nervously I'm looking for mine To leave the losing of the days The lonely dusting of this place I want you to break this silence I need you to bring out the light Out in the Desert Lantern Lit Searching the darkness Listening for it The Rising notes at your throat for us I want you to break this silence I need you to bring out the light
10.
Life Or Luck 04:21
Didn't want it to be like this All this heat from a simple kiss You picked my pocket in a single lift Do I hold out Do I take life or luck Tonight Do I fade out Do I wake up enough To fight My debt it seems never paid I'm back to the crawling phase My redemption for better days Do I hold out Do I take life or luck Tonight Do I fade out Do I wake up enough To fight It always arrives Like the song birds arrive When I end up falling for Love But Tonight It's your voice that i fight While the songs still linger So do I hold out Do I take life or luck Tonight Do I fade out Do I wake up enough To find That you called out Will you take life or luck Tonight Will I fade out Will you wake me enough To fight
11.
I accept the fear That you won't love me Quite as much as I Want to keep you near That our walking Won't match the same steps And the heart I share Won't feed you dear But faith is the risk of knowing The possible Might never be Whether nothing Or every atom you're able There's a universe In all degrees I will take joy In exactly what that is There's a god in you That sees the one in me But faith is the risk of knowing The possible Might never be Though I fear You'll be the leaver I'll take that chance Because it's you

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released June 19, 2015

Engineered & Produced by Cosmic Thug; Adam Landry and Justin Collins.
Recorded at Playground Sound, Nashville, TN;
on 1" 8-track tape - exactly 1/2 of God's Recording Format (1/2 GRF); Mastering John Baldwin

Patrick Dennis - Guitars, Vocals, Percussion, Keys
Adam Landry - Bass, Guitars, Drums
Rob Crowell - Keys, Bass, Drums, Guitar, String Arrangement
Justin Collins - Vocals, Guitar
Matt Lynott - Drums, Keys
Cindy Wasserman Vocals

String Quartet:
Zach Casebolt - Lead Violin
Larissa Maestro - Cello
Emily Kohavi - Viola
Eleonore Denig - Violin

Cover Painting P Jay Fidler
Sleeve Photo Jim Herrington
Art Design Patrick Dennis.

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